This whole thing was frustrating before, but now I feel like I'm being starved! Going off of commercially-made foods, processed foods, is a lot harder than I'd ever imagined. I had no idea it was going to be this hard!
I'll be honest, the biggest problem I have with going off of everything is not knowing what to eat. It's not like I have a nutritionist at my disposal to advise me on what I can and can't have, though that would be lovely. Instead I have to figure it out as I go along. I have to play with what I need and what I'm missing out on in my diet. Right about now it feels like I'm missing out on a good deal, but that's also because I've been programmed by society to eat so many of these processed foods.
Going out to eat has become a bit of an impossibility. I've looked at many menus and as much as they offer gluten-free solutions, many of them are known for still using eggs and dairy in the baking process for breads and the like. For example, a friend of mine suggested Jason's Deli does a gluten-free menu. Unfortunately, having checked their menu, all I can have is the salad bar...and then the only dressing I can have is oil and vinegar, which I'm not terribly fond of to begin with. Everything else on their gluten-free menu has eggs, milk, or soy. It's not exactly easy to find a food that's free of all of those things, again, unless I hit up the salad bar. It's not exactly fun to be eating rabbit food when everyone else is eating something so delicious looking.
I've also learned that making things from scratch means really making everything from scratch. Just going to the grocery store to pick up some beef broth I realized it's got dairy in it as well as tons of soy. Beef stock is even worse with honey. I'm kind of glad I've never used beef stock before! The more I go along the more I realize that I do have to make 100% of my meals from scratch. I can't even use prepackaged ingredients because everything's got additives I just can't have. I think it might just be fun to start making my own stuff from beginning to end, but at the same time, this whole allergy thing is sapping my energy. I just don't have the energy for that whole process. At the same time, if I cheat and eat things I shouldn't, or starve myself, then where am I going to be? Without the energy to do it! It's a catch 22 no matter what I do.
Thankfully, this new diet does mean eating more regularly. I can no longer snack throughout the day unless it's fruits and veggies. That means I'm more likely to eat fruits and veggies, and since they don't fill me up the same way, I'm still hungry come meal time, though I haven't really been eating meals all that often. Even so, I'm starting to feel like I'm getting somewhere with all of this, even if it is just a small change towards healthier living. Every small step is one step closer, right?
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